Two weeks in and I feel like I just started over this morning

I wrote this letter to my best friend this morning.

Hi Terri bear!!


You asked me the other day how my program is going. It’s a long story how these last two weeks have gone. The program addresses the physical, mental/emotional, spiritual and social aspects. It’s intense but manageable.

This song really touched my heart this morning. It’s written and sung by the Barlow girls (three sisters). The lead singer suffered from anorexia.  Listen to this and the words. It will give you a glimpse at the spiritual aspect of what I’m going through, just a glimpse, there’s a lot more to it than this but this song captures so much.

I need You to love me – BarlowGirl

LYRICS:

Why, why are You still here with me
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run and hide myself
But it's here I see the truth
I don't deserve You

[Chorus:]
But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me

I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
'Cause You're a God who has all things
And still You want me

Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been


Happy Friday my dear. I’m so grateful to have you in my life!!

xoxo
~Angela